Renée Fleming as Tatiana in the Letter Scene
Are you an angel, sent to guard me,
or will you tempt and then discard me?
Resolve these doubts I can't dispel.
Could all my dreams be self-delusion?
Am I too innocent to tell?
Has fate prepared its own conclusion?
TATIANA's room, very simply furnished with old-fashioned whtie wooden chairs covered with chintz, and window curtains of the same material. A bed, over which is a bookshelf. A chest of drawers, covered with a cloth, and on it a mirror on a stand. Vases of flowers. At the window, a table with writing materials.
TATIANA has told the nurse, Filipyevna, that she can't sleep, and had Filipyevna set up her writing table with writing supplies. The nurse has left.
TATIANA remains for a long time lost in thought. Then she rises, very agitated and with an expression of resolute determination.
[Note: What follows is the singing translation by David Lloyd-Jones used in the Welsh National Opera English-language recording we're going to be hearing.]
TATIANA: To write is foolishness, I know it,
but as I love him, I must show it.
And though I languish evermore,
I'll learn what rapture lies in store!
Desire has poisoned me with longing;
all day I only think of him.
For though I hide in my despair,
my fatal tempter finds me there;
My tempter haunts me everywhere!
[She goes to the writing table, sits down and writes, then pauses.]
No, that won't do! I'll start another.
[She tears up the letter.]
What's wrong with me? I'm all on fire.
I can't think how to start.
[She writes again, then pauses and reads over what she has written.]
"I had to write, my heart compelled me;
What is there more that I need to say>
Henceforth I know that you'll disdain me
for acting rashly in this way.
But if you'd only show compassion
and think how wretched I must be,
you'll surely not abandon me!
At first I meant to hide my secret;
believe me, I had hoped that you would never know it;
never know, never know!"
[She lays the letter aside.]
Oh yes, I'd sworn that I would hide my love.
And not betray this madness that consumes me.
But now I can't subdue my passion any more;
fate will decide what whatever lies in store.
I shall declare myself and trust in my confession!
[She writes again.]
"Whatever brought you to this lonely place?
For since I live here in seclusion
I would never have seen your face,
or would have known such bitter torment.
My heart would soon have grown contented,
and then as time went by, who knows,
I might have chanced to find another,
agreed to honor and respect him,
and made a faithful, loving wife . . ."
[She becomes lost in thought, then rises suddenly.]
But no!
No, there could never be another
to whom I'd give my love!
My life is bound to yours forever;
this is decreed by heaven above.
Now my existence has a meaning,
that noble soul for which I sigh.
I know that God above has sent you
to guard and to love me till you die!
Often I'd seen you in my dreaming;
your face and form had long been dear.
Nightly you whispered in my ear;
your words disturbed me with their meaning.
And then . . . that dream of mine came true.
For when we met, I straightaway knew you,
and in that instant, beating wildly,
my heart cried out to me: "Love him, love him!"
For you were always there beside me
when, sick at heart, I knelt in prayer.
Your noble presence seemed to guide me
when I would help the poor and
needy in charity.
Yes, it is your beloved vision
that comes in this moment of decision
to stand beside me as I write,
and fill my heart with new emotion,
with whispered promise of devotion
that brings me comfort and delight.
[She goes to the table and sits down again to write.]
"Are you an angel, sent to guard me,
or will you tempt and then discard me?
Resolve these doubts I can't dispel.
Could all my dreams be self-delusion?
Am I too innocent to tell?
Has fate prepared its own conclusion?"
[She again rises and and walks about pensively.]
"No, come what may, I'm now resolved
to lay my worthless life before you.
Pity my burning tears and grant me
your protection, I impore you,
I implore you!
Imagine, I am all alone;
there's no one here who understands me.
[She comes downstage.]
I fear my reason will desert me;
to find release I'd gladly die.
I long for you,
I long for you to be my savior;
one word can set my heart on fire
or simply stifle my desire,
to leave me desolate and wretched!"
[She goes quickly to the table and hurriedly finishes the letter. Then she stands up and seals it.]
It's finished! Dare I read it through?
For shame and terror now assail me.
But since his honor is my pledge
I boldy trust he will not fail me!
TATIANA's room, very simply furnished with old-fashioned whtie wooden chairs covered with chintz, and window curtains of the same material. A bed, over which is a bookshelf. A chest of drawers, covered with a cloth, and on it a mirror on a stand. Vases of flowers. At the window, a table with writing materials. As the curtain rises, TATIANA, wearing a white nightdress, is sitting before her mirror very much lost in thought. FILIPYEVNA is standing near her.
FILIPYEVNA: There! No more talk tonight.
It's bedtime, Tanya.
You must be up in time for church tomorrow.
Now sleep, my child.
[TATIANA rises listlessly and sits on the bed. FILIPYEVNA caresses her.]
TATIANA: I can't sleep, Nanny. It's so sultry.
Open the window and sit by me.
[FILIPYEVNA opens the window and sits on a chair beside TATIANA.]
FILIPYEVNA: Tanya, what's wrong with you?
TATIANA: I'm restless.
So tell me more about the past.
FILIPYEVNA: Well, let me think now. In the old days
my head was full of any number
of fairy stories and children's tales,
of ancient legends and romance.
Today, though, my poor memory's failing;
those tales are quite forgotten.
Ah! My mind grows weaker every day.
Yes, truly!
TATIANA: Tell me something else, then.
When you were just a girl like me,
did you not fall in love at all?
FILIPYEVNA: Now really, Tanya! What a question!
No one in those days spoke of love,
and if I'd used that word, my husband's mother
would have sent me packing.
TATIANA: Then why did you get married, Nanny?
FILIPYEVNA: God willed it so, and so it happened,
when I was only just thirteen.
Vanya was even younger still.
The match was settled by our parents,
my dowry fixed, and then one day
my father blessed me with a kiss.
I cried, and no one could console me.
Weeping, my friends unbound my braids
and led me solemnly to the church,
and so I went to live with strangers . . .
But you're not listening, my child
[TATIANA embraces FILIPYEVNA with passionate emotion.]
TATIANA: Oh Nanny, Nanny, I'm so wretched, so unhappy.
I feel like busting into tears and sobbing,
for my heart is breaking.
FILIPYEVNA: There, there, my child, you must be ill.
But God will cure you, you shall see.
Come, let me sprinkle holy water on you.
You're all on fire.
TATIANA [hesitantly]: I am not ill;
I'll tell you, Nanny, I'm . . . I'm in love!
So leave me now, please leave me now,
for I'm in love!
FILIPYEVNA: But Tanya . . .
TATIANA: I beg you, leave me here alone.
First bring my table with some paper,
my pen as well, I'll go to bed then.
Good night!
FILIPYEVNA [doing what she is told]: Good night! Sleep soundly, Tanya!
Mirella Freni (s), Tatiana; Ruthild Engert (ms), Filipyevna; Staatskapelle Dresden, James Levine, cond. DG, recorded June 1987
TATIANA remains for a long time lost in thought. Then she rises, very agitated and with an expression of resolute determination.
TATIANA: To write is foolishness, I know it,
but as I love him, I must show it.
And though I languish evermore,
I'll learn what rapture lies in store!
Desire has poisoned me with longing;
all day I only think of him.
For though I hide in my despair,
my fatal tempter finds me there;
My tempter haunts me everywhere!
[She goes to the writing table, sits down and writes, then pauses.]
No, that won't do! I'll start another.
[She tears up the letter.]
What's wrong with me? I'm all on fire.
I can't think how to start.
[She writes again, then pauses and reads over what she has written.]
TATIANA: "I had to write, my heart compelled me;
What is there more that I need to say?
Henceforth I know that you'll disdain me
for acting rashly in this way.
But if you'd only show compassion
and think how wretched I must be,
you'll surely not abandon me!
At first I meant to hide my secret;
believe me, I had hoped that you would never know it;
never know, never know!"
[She lays the letter aside.]
Oh yes, I'd sworn that I would hide my love.
And not betray this madness that consumes me.
But now I can't subdue my passion any more;
fate will decide what whatever lies in store.
I shall declare myself and trust in my confession!
[She writes again.]
"Whatever brought you to this lonely place?
For since I live here in seclusion
I would never have seen your face,
or would have known such bitter torment.
My heart would soon have grown contented,
and then as time went by, who knows,
I might have chanced to find another,
agreed to honor and respect him,
and made a faithful, loving wife . . ."
[She becomes lost in thought, then rises suddenly.]
But no!
TATIANA: No, there could never be another
to whom I'd give my love!
My life is bound to yours forever;
this is decreed by heaven above.
Now my existence has a meaning,
that noble soul for which I sigh.
I know that God above has sent you
to guard and to love me till you die!
Often I'd seen you in my dreaming;
your face and form had long been dear.
Nightly you whispered in my ear;
your words disturbed me with their meaning.
And then . . . that dream of mine came true.
For when we met, I straightaway knew you,
and in that instant, beating wildly,
my heart cried out to me: "Love him, love him!"
TATIANA: For you were always there beside me
when, sick at heart, I knelt in prayer.
Your noble presence seemed to guide me
when I would help the poor and
needy in charity.
Yes, it is your beloved vision
that comes in this moment of decision
to stand beside me as I write,
and fill my heart with new emotion,
with whispered promise of devotion
that brings me comfort and delight.
She goes to the table and sits down again to write.
TATIANA: "Are you an angel, sent to guard me,
or will you tempt and then discard me?
Resolve these doubts I can't dispel.
Could all my dreams be self-delusion?
Am I too innocent to tell?
Has fate prepared its own conclusion?"
[She again rises and and walks about pensively.]
TATIANA: "No, come what may, I'm now resolved
to lay my worthless life before you.
Pity my burning tears and grant me
your protection, I impore you,
I implore you!
Imagine, I am all alone;
there's no one here who understands me.
[She comes downstage.]
I fear my reason will desert me;
to find release I'd gladly die.
I long for you,
I long for you to be my savior;
one word can set my heart on fire
or simply stifle my desire,
to leave me desolate and wretched!"
[She goes quickly to the table and hurriedly finishes the letter. Then she stands up and seals it.]
It's finished! Dare I read it through?
For shame and terror now assail me.
But since his honor is my pledge
I boldy trust he will not fail me!
Mirella Freni (s), Tatiana; Ruthild Engert (ms), Filipyevna; Staatskapelle Dresden, James Levine, cond. DG, recorded June 1987
Renée Fleming (s), Tatiana; Larissa Diadkova (ms), Filipyevna; London Symphony Orchestra, Sir Georg Solti, cond. Decca, recorded Dec. 16-21, 1996
TATIANA goes to the window and draws the curtains. Daylight quickly fills the room.
TATIANA: Ah, night is over!
The rising sun
awakens another day.
[She sits by the window.]
There goes the shepherd . . .
The world's at peace.
But I'm not, I'm not!
[She becomes lost in thought. The door opens quietly and FILIPYEVNA enters. At first she does not notice TATIANA.]
FILIPYEVNA: It's time to dress, my dear. Wake up!
[She sees TATIANA.]
Why, what is this? You're up already!
You must have risen with the lark.
Last night I feared that you were ill,
but thank the Lord, that's over now and done with.
You're quite your cheerful self again.
Your cheeks have got their color back.
[TATIANA comes from the window and picks up the letter.]
TATIANA: Oh Nanny, may I ask a favor?
FILIPYEVNA: Of course, my darling, tell me what.
TATIANA: Don't think that . . . really . . . or suspect that . . .
just promise, promise that you'll do it!
FILIPYEVNA: There, there, I'll give my word of honor!
TATIANA: Then make your grandson go in secret
to take this note to him -- you know --
that gentleman who lives nearby,
and make him promise that he'll never reveal
who wrote it or from whom it came.
FILIPYEVNA: To whom? I didn't catch the name.
I'm growing slow of understanding.
We've got so many neighbors here,
I cannot know them all, I fear.
Speak up now, and tell me as plainly as you can.
TATIANA [impatiently]: Nanny, how can you be so stupid!
I tell you that my letter is for
the neighbor who was here the other day.
FILIPYEVNA: I understand now.
TATIANA: It must be taken to Onegin's house.
FILIPYEVNA: Please don't be angry that my mind's astray,
I'm growing older every day.
TATIANA: Onegin's house!
FILIPYEVNA: I understand now.
TATIANA: Onegin's house!
FILIPYEVNA: I understand!
TATIANA: So send your grandson with my letter to Onegin.
FILIPYEVNA: Please don't be angry that my mind's astray,
I'm growing older every day.
But Tanya, why have you grown paler?
FILIPEVNA takes the letter but stands as if still in doubt. TATIANA motions to her to go. FILIPYEVNA goes to the door, stands there a moment considering, then comes back again. Finally she signifies that she understands and leaves the room. TATIANA sits down at the table and, resting her elbows on it, again becomes lost in thought.
Mirella Freni (s), Tatiana; Ruthild Engert (ms), Filipyevna; Staatskapelle Dresden, James Levine, cond. DG, recorded June 1987
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Former Republican presidential candidate Newt Gingrich, who is now a surrogate for Mitt Romney, on Sunday told President Barack Obama's deputy campaign manager Stephanie Cutter to "get over it" and stop talking about Republican Indiana Senate candidate Richard Mourdock's assertion that pregnancy from rape "is something that God intended to happen."
Speaking to ABC's George Stephanopoulos on Sunday, Cutter noted that a Des Moines Register editorial endorsing Romney "didn't seem to be based at all in reality" because it claimed the Republican candidate would govern in a bipartisan way and "it's the exact opposite of what he did in Massachusetts."
"Over the course of running for president over these last six years, he's never once stood up to the far extreme right wing," Cutter explained. "Just this past week, we saw it when he wouldn't take down his ad for Richard Mourdock, who had -- it's a now famous comment that it's God's will if a woman gets pregnant through rape. He's not willing to stand up when it matters."
But Gingrich told Stephanopoulos that Mourdock had only said what opponents of abortion had been saying for years.
"If you listen to what Mourdock actually said, he said what virtually every Catholic and every fundamentalist in the country actually believes: life begins at conception," the Romney surrogate shrugged. "This seems to be fixated by the Democrats, but the radical on abortion is Obama, who as a state senator voted three times in favor of allowing doctors to kill babies in the eighth and ninth month who were born having survived late term abortions."
While Stephanopoulos did not push back on Gingrich's claim, several organization have debunked the claim that Obama ever supported a so-called ?infanticide? provision in an Illinois measure that would have required doctors to administer medical treatment to fetuses that survived an abortion.
However, the ABC host did press the former House Speaker on whether he agreed with Mourdock that pregnancy through rape is "something God intended to happen."
"He also immediately issued a clarification saying that he was referring to the act of contraception and he condemned rape," Gingrich insisted. "One point of this is nonsense. Every candidate in America that I know condemns rape."
"So, why can't people like Stephanie Cutter get over it? We all condemn rape. Now let's talk about whether we also condemn killing babies in the eighth and ninth month."
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They're still trying. (DonkeyHotey)
I don't even know where to begin with these people. The premise of this Wall Street Journal column by Romney economic adviser Kevin Hassett (dubbed by some naughty wags as the "world's worst economist," and for a host of pretty damn good reasons) and his partner in crime is that the common refrain of the rich getting richer and the poor getting poorer these last decades is "wrong," because just look at all the nice microwaves and cell phones the poor have these days. Yes, we have heard that case being made before?one cannot truly be poor if one has ever owned a microwave oven, because once you can afford a microwave oven you will always, from that point forward, have enough money to eat and house yourself and never lose your job or get sick or need medicine or have some gargantuan money whore eat your pension just because they can, so screw you.
This particular effort is especially notable for its slapstick conclusion, but we have to wait for that. The rest is too good to pass up. Selected quotes:
In the mid-19th century, socialists of various stripes asserted that capitalists grow richer while exploiting workers, who grow poorer. Today we hear that the gains from economic growth accrue to the highest-income earners while the standard of living of the poor and middle America stagnates and the gap between the richest and the poorest grows ever wider. That portrait of the country is wrong.I'm going to just leave it to your imagination why an out-of-the-blue reference to mid-1800s socialism found its way into a column about how workers these days have it just fine, thank you very much. If you hear the faint sound of ringing in your ears, you're on the right track. Anyway, after acknowledging that yes, all those studies on income inequality do exist and do show rising income inequality, those can be dismissed because:
(Continued after the fold.)
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My reaction to this segment by MSNBC's Melissa Harris-Perry reminds me a whole lot of how I felt after initially listening to Rep. Jackie Speier's remarks on the House floor, after finally being fed up with listening to her colleagues demonize Planned Parenthood and abortion. It's every bit as brave, honest and powerful and something every one of these anti-woman, anti-abortion zealots ought to have to listen to, after Richard Mourdock's callous remarks about conception via rape being "God's will."
For rape survivors, Mourdock?s remark was an(other) attack on consent:
Dear Mr. Mourdock,
Sometimes I still flinch when I?m touched a certain way, even if it?s the loving embrace of my husband. I can?t stand to watch TV shows where rape is the central plot line. Even some seasons of the year are harder for me. Those of us who are sexual assault survivors call these triggers. We spend our lives ? the lives we lead after the attack ? avoiding and managing these triggers.
A congressional debate shouldn?t have to come with a trigger warning. But apparently, Richard, yours should. Because in Tuesday?s debate for Indiana?s U.S. Senate seat, you said this Tuesday night during a debate in New Albany, Indiana.
?I believe that life begins at conception?The only exception I have, to have an abortion, is in that case of the life of the mother. I?ve struggled with it myself for a long time, but I came to realize that life is that gift from God. And even when life begins in that horrible situation of rape, that it is something that God intended to happen.?Rape and sexual assault are complicated experiences for survivors. Some of us fight, kick, scream, and resist at every moment. Some of us eventually give in to save our own lives or to manage the horror. Some of us know that what is happening is rape, others of us just know it is wrong, but don?t have the words to describe why. Some of us push the memories down and try to forget, others of us battle openly with the nightmares and scars every day. There is no one right way to survive. There is no one right way to feel.
As we heal, we learn not to judge ourselves or to judge our fellow survivors, because we learn that judgment can wound as deeply as assault. If a woman finds herself pregnant after a rape, we do not judge the choices she makes.
I am descended from American slaves. I have foremothers who found themselves pregnant with children whose birth increased the wealth of the very man who enslaved and raped them. Somehow, through the angst and misery of that experience some of those women found a way to love and embrace the children they bore from rape. So I do not doubt the compassion or judge the choice of a survivor who carries a rape pregnancy to term.
But the whole point is choice. Consent. You see, Mr. Mourdock, the violation of rape is more than physical. Rapists strip women of our right to choose, of our right to say no, of our right to control what is happening to our bodies. Most assailants tell us it is our fault. They tell us to be silent. Sometimes they even tell us it?s God?s will. That is the core violation of rape? it takes away choice.
Richard, you believe it is fine to ignore a women?s right to choose because of your interpretation of divinity. Sound familiar?
Let me explain something to you. When we survive sexual assault, we are the gift. When we survive, when we go on to love, to work, to speak out, to have fun, to laugh, to dance, to cry, to live, when we do that, we defeat our attackers. For a moment, they strip us of our choices. As we heal, we take our choices back. We are the gift to ourselves, our families, our communities, and our nation when we survive.
Now let me say this very clearly to you Mr Mourdock, and to all of your shameless endorsers: we did not survive an attack on our consent just to turn around and give up our right to choose to you. Not without a fight.
Are you sure you want to have that fight?
Sincerely,
Melissa
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Over the past two years, Ohio's economy has begun to rebound. Unemployment stands at 7 percent, below the national average and down from 9.4 percent in November 2010, when Republicans scored major victories in the midterm elections. Republican Gov. John Kasich claims his policies have helped turn around the economy, but the brightening picture gives a potential lift to Obama as Election Day nears.
But the unemployment rate in Ohio had been falling the entire year leading up to the 2010 election, after it had peaked at 10.6 percent in late 2009. The unemployment rate in the state declined throughout 2010 and by September 2012 had dropped to the lowest level since before President Obama was elected.

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